My worst day, perhaps would be today I guess. I went wif mine frens today to IKEA to buy furniture and other necessities. They bought a FULL LENGTH MIRROR and some other stuffs..whereas for me I bought quite a few things 2...The full length mirror is so huge and very "cuo teh" la! But nvm I guess, I carry for them the "Reflect Demon Mirror"!=))
After then, they went to some factory outlets to shop. Over there, things can be quite cheap and reasonable, but I did not get myself anything..then we juz walk on and on...and took a tram home.
Later on, when I arrive at mine apartment, I start to panic. I found out that mine apartment key and mailbox key had gone."WHERE HAVE THEY FLY TO??!! OMG DUN DO THIS TO ME! I CANNOT ENTER MINE ROOM THEN!I SEARCH DESPERATELY, OVER AND OVER AGAIN IN MINE POCKET, JACKET AND STILL CANNOT FIND IT" I told mine frens that I had lost mine keys.At that instance, mine emotions started to bulit up. Neither of the emotions were filled wif happiness nor joyfulness..its juz sadness...=((
The first thing come to mine mind was "WHERE ARE YOU? HOW I WISH YOU WERE AROUND TO REMIND ME TO CHECK WHETHER I HAD BROUGHT EVERYTHING? CHECK EVERYTIME WHEN I SO BLUR! THOUSANDS, MILLIONS OF IMAGES OF YOU JUST GUSH UP TO MINE MIND! *TEARS GATHERED IN MINE EYES* I KNOW I HAVE TO ENDURED TILL THE DAY WHEN I RETURN. I SIMPLY MISS YOU!!- A LOT A LOT, WHICH EVEN MILLIONS OF WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE THE FEELINGS RIGHT NOW.
After all of those flashing images that appear in mine mind instantly, I went to the reception to buy a new pair of keys."Can I have a copy of mine apartment key?"" Sure!" That new set of keys cost me AUD$140 approximate SG$185. By that time, mine heart was numb, I just cannot feel anything. I handle over the money and walk away silently.
Later, mine frens had invited me over to have dinner wif them. They consoled me and say "Just take it as a lesson learnt then, dun be so careless+blur next time! Think of the bright side." I tried to swallow whatever they had said, and try mine best to forget that unpleasant incident. I had indulged in eating at their place, simply eat anything i c...
After dinner, I slept in the sofa. Flash and flash of pictures appeared when I closed mine eyes..I miss everyone - mine frens! mine mummy! mine doggy! and you! I just wish i could forever be in that dimension where everyone was around me, playing and having fun! I had created an illusion zone for me to fall in.
I juz dunnoe how to continue le.Miss everyone and take care of yourself guys!
LOVE Melvin.
At 10:27 PM; Aishiteru Melvin
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Melvin
08/10/1990
Trinity College
