I do know it's hard to maintain a long-distance relationship, this perhaps would be an obstacle for us to overcome and gain new experiences. I really understand how you feel right now, I'm so sorry that I could not accompany by your side 24/7, to share your joys and sorrows. I really hope you would understand and stay strong till the day I'm back, alright? I understand it's real tough for you to withstand such immerse pressure from all kinds of factors, but do not give up! Even if you feel depress and dull, look back! and I will always be there waiting for you. I have absolute confidence and faith in you! I’m sure you are able to make it through.
To me, you are everything. You are mine motivation, mine drive to pull me through all these difficult times ahead. Therefore, you should not fall! If you ever fall, there would be nothing left in me, I would eventually be “dead”. +Love+
An old yellow lamp
Time beside me, not making a sound
Loneliness mercilessly on me
Not knowing different intensities (of light and hard)
Quietness has crossed over to strangeness
Quietly looking at morning and sunset
Your silhouette
Losing balance
Falling slowly
Darkness is already encircling us in the sky
Where I should face? I can't see
Perhaps love is at the other end of a dream
Unable to survive in the realms of reality
Want to return to the past
To try to hug you
Blushing (shy) face has a little childish side
Want to see the world you see
Want to be in your dreams
Only if we lean on each other can we feel the sweetness (or blissfulness)
Want to return to the past
To try to allow the story to continue
At least I won't allow you to leave me again
I'll take note when we part
To hug you even tighter
This sort of salvage effort, I don't know if it's still in time
Want to return to the past
Emotions keep stopping the memories playing (in my head)
Blindly chasing and looking yet still empty-handed (or in vain)
On a grey and unclear night, I don't know where sleep has hidden
Before I know it loneliness is already lying beside me
At 9:54 PM; Aishiteru Melvin
Profile Kazakage
Melvin
08/10/1990
Trinity College